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Saturday, December 9th, 2006
12:19 am
I have no clue
So yeah I guess I'm moving up to the cabin because my father has thought of some elaborate scheme to get rid of John & Monnica.

I dont get my life it is so weird and unpredictable...

Born into chaos so shall it end into the depths of chaos...

Ramble ramble...

But anywho! My sister moved out because of you know who...

So now i have a clean bathroom... again!...

So yeah im gonna wonder around the forest now looking for that damn blair witch!... she has been disturbing my sleep lately...

Oh! by the way im up at the cabin this weekend...

Current Mood: cold
Tuesday, November 28th, 2006
6:21 am
I love morning time!
So yeah my ThanksGiving this year was interesting to say the least. Grandma was pill popping painkillers and so was grandpa. My cousin Jill was high on heroine and she looked like a freaking raccoon. My aunt Dianne still looks like she is on speed but she's clean but she still is just as crazy. So yeah I was boozed up the whole weekend on Yay-Gur miester thanks to father, at least that entertained me a little. But I only got 5 hours of sleep the whole time. Oh it was interesting my cousin Jill she cooked 2 dozen worth eggs for no reason at all. She made french toast, hardboiled, and omelettes. My Aunt Dianne cooked alot of stuff at all hours of the day. My Grandma yelled at my dad wich was funny to see. Leon looks likes he is about to die and its very creepy. My dad was drunk and yelling at my aunt not to sell crack through her kitchen window that was the highlight. Then i came home and the first day i was back i went to bed immediately. The next day was sucky a little because I went to class hung over again...

Current Mood: confused
Tuesday, November 21st, 2006
2:52 pm
Scratch that!!!
So my ~Thanksgiving~ plans got ruined!

Thanks to my family ect Im only doing thanksgiving with my dad again so I fucking give on making people happy!....

Current Mood: pissed off
11:34 am
Long Trip!!!
Okay so so far this is going to be my ~Thanksgiving~ trip... First today Im going to drive all the way up to Glendale which is like a 4 hour trip :_:

Im going to hang up there until Wednesday Hanging out with my second set of Grandparents and my Father...

After that Im going to drive up to Antelope valley... Which is a 1 hour trip from Glendale to the Grape Vine. Exciting and ill hang there until Friday and Vis-versa the trip...

^__^ YAY for adulthood long, boring, expensive, and mundane trips through California!!! Hahaha im JK'ing its kewl and all in good humor.

But Yeah ~HAPPY THANKSGIVING~ to all my friends! Eat lots of food and who ever is not having a ThanksGiving let me know and ill drive your way and well have a ~Happy ThanksGiving~ together!!!

So yeah peace... ^__^

Current Mood: predatory
Tuesday, November 14th, 2006
8:11 pm
So yeah heres random crap i decided to do on my own time...

Red underwear are only good on brunettes that are tan....

Your Lucky Underwear Is Red

You're confident and bold, and your lucky red underwear will only make you more sure of yourself.
You have a great zest for life, and you tend to take on impossible goals - and succeed.

When it comes to love, it's hard for you to take the time to open up. You're too busy conquering the world.
So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants. And see where their passion takes you!

I need to look up on math again! :_: But im pretty sure i got a good C even if this thing wants to say I got an A+ so becareful with this one... X__x

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 7/10 correct!

Current Mood: busy
3:15 pm
SO yeah!
I finally got back from the cabin 7 pints of Yay-Gur miester later and we get home and I knew we would have to deal with the Neon. Well it was an act of vandalism and the guy said over this weekend there was 11 incidents of slashed tires in Menifee/Miralago alone... So yeah WTF! last time they were nice enough to leak my tires and leave a note of hatred >__<

So off to buy new tires!!! Hip HIP HuRRaY! not really... :_:

But in other words tonight hopefully im going to apply at Target for a Night-time position. That would be nice because I dont like the day time because I have to see peoples faces. Pokemon Diamond/Pearl is almost here i can feel a good orgasm coming on with that one. So yeah I dont know but umm yeah! Hopefully ill be able to see my friend Anne soon. I know im going to see her DEC 24 our little christmas celebration up at the cabin so that is one thing to forward to in this bleek existance.

So yeah Katrina is not all that great anymore she has kewl friends now and dumps me off to the side of the road like a head of rotten cabbage. So im going to socialize more so at least i can have one friend out here instead of ".5" of a friend... Anywho im out! there is an update if anyone cares at all... Fuck John and Monica fight to much they were fighting the whole time ive been home!... 1hr and half

Current Mood: aggravated
Friday, November 10th, 2006
9:34 pm
Oh WOW! the memories
"I was tired of runnin out of luck. Thinking about givin up! yeah... Didnt know what to do...oo... than there was you..ooo...!"

"Everything went from wrong to right and stars came up, filled up the sky. The music you were playing really blew my mind. It was love at first sight!"

So i got to talk to a very special friend today in matter a fact my first best friend that ive ever had in my memories! I love you Anne La Fond...

She was my babysitter and bestfriend when I was like 9 years of age or something to that young of an age. United through the game Monster Rancher1 when it came out on playstation. Anne and I became hardcore gamers that year and got almost all 500 freaking monsters to that game. She was like my first true mother/bestfriend... All I know so far is that im going to get to see her the 24th of DEC. For the first time of 4-5 years. Last I saw her was 3-4 months before i came out to my dad and ran off to my mothers where i met Tom. Than when I was shipped off to Catalina Island where i met one of my other halves of this world Cody McDowell. I recieved a letter from her that was sent to my dad then to the McDowells. I dont think ive ever cried so hard! are departing was so rough on the both of us. Her and I did everything together and went everywhere together. Now I get to see her again after so many years so many emotions are running through my head. Ugh im so excited there is so much I need to tell her.... Oh I came out to her tonight wich was kinda of wierd but she said she always suspected me of at least being Bi-Sexuall.... Life is to short to distant yourselves from friends and I have proof Anne and I. We were laughing and crying at the same time on the phone. Oh I love that were going to be re-united for the first time in years. We already planned a trip to disneyland because her mother worked there for years so her and i have history there. Oh if your wondering how old she is I believe she is somewhere in her mid 50's.

I love you ANNE ohh im so happy but hopefully one day ill be complete... ^__^ but for now satisphied.....

I forgive you for what happened and what we went through together im just happy you came back to me.... i love you.

Current Mood: busy
Thursday, November 9th, 2006
7:43 pm
My day!
Well first it truely started when i decided to get my check. So yeah im like yay! groceries because im hungry... I go out to start my car and it doesnt move. Engine starts and everything but im not moving so im like WTF! I stop the car and get out step back and my two tires on the drivers side are flattened completely to the ground... AWESOME 3rd fucking time in a span of a month and a half. Thankfully they leave me nice messages about me being a fag on a piece of paper on my car instead of keying it into the side....

Well I call my dad up and let him know up the incident again and he says well call triple A and have them come out. AAA is going to hate me after awhile. Ill take care of it when i get home from the cabin.

Anywho my dad shows up to the house and its a wreck because of John and Monica throwing a BbQ. They complain and piss him off... and this is what they had to say about me...

"Daniel tracks dirt into the house!" and "So he should sweep" and "He needs to help with the trash CAN"

First off I pick up after myself wich they never pickup after themselves.
Second thier kid spills messes all over the house and Monica just sits around all day on the comp. and phone when she should be raising her KID!
Third i never ever go down stairs due to Monica and John fighting all the TIME cody knows what im talking about.
Fourth im always doing what my dad says because he loves me now and treats me like a human being.

Luckily my dad is going to kick them out soon so yay!

Oh and my dad has a girlfriend now i saw a pick she is really cute and tiny. Her face looks like porcaline doll she has thick red hair that sits at the shoulder... so yay some things are good some things are bad... but in the end im living

^__^ Love yah guys have fun!

Current Mood: cold
Wednesday, November 8th, 2006
3:38 pm
Taste of ~H.I.M.~
Katrina got me addicted to H.I.M. so now you can hear on both of our stereos for a good portion of the day... He's freaking hot and he actually does his eye makeup well because usually guys just blop it on there and it looks like smudge... Anywho this is one of our favored songs here's the video for it check it out! (^_^/:_:)

Current Mood: predatory
Tuesday, November 7th, 2006
12:31 am
"Deadbolt" -Thrice
Well I finished and turned in my paper today. :_:

It wasnt all that great I need a week job to fill in more hours im thinking about Denny's because tip jobs have become a necessity. Im bored Menifee sucks hardcore... I want some smirnoff I also need a fake ID because most of my friends are older than I... Wich sucks alot but oh well. I want to go to a show and get drunk and go into a mash pit and have some fun for once. I want one more tongue ring and some tattoo's and more clothes... Yeah thats my inspirational update about my life...

Current Mood: numb
Sunday, November 5th, 2006
8:40 pm
oh t.A.T.u is so fucking hot! I do those russians...

So yeah these are my two favorite songs...

Current Mood: drunk
Thursday, November 2nd, 2006
4:57 pm
2 Jobs and a Performance
So this morning i had 4 cups of green tea and got the worst caffiene rush ever! X__X

So i went to school all amped beyond belief and today was performance day where we had to act out someone's identity/biography thing its wierd. But the name of the assignment was called "identity theft". Wich is pretty self explanatory. So i sat and watched all the performances all the way through and of course im on last. Well everyone else's performances had no swearing at all because this is the Bible-Belt of So Cal. My intro line was "NAN! That Fucking cunty ass bitch!" and my teachers jaw fucking hit the floor i tried so hard to stay on a mindset. As i gazed at my audience they were all looking at me crazy except for one guy that thinks im the most awesomest thing he's ever seen was rooting me on silently. I wasnt cussing for attention or a good fuck you/laugh. Remember this was a portail of my friend Katrina and her emotions and hers happened to be angry and depressed. So with that mind set I did a very good performance. This is what my teacher had to say "OMG! that was very intense and you had all the movements and gestures down to the smallest ones". Wich was pretty much you get an automatic A+ i hope at least. No one ctitiqued my perfomance i just got compliments on my movements and the feelings that i portrayed. It was so funny because at the end of my performance. Everyone was either shocked looking or about to cry and I got 2 claps! One at the end of the performance and another at the end of the critiqueing! ^__^

So yeah Im pissed in my other class we got final grades on the midterm and at first she gave me 100/100. But when she re-read it she gave me 97/100 because of the question. What is theatre of the obsurd? and i answered everything right for this "?" but left out these little bit of words "Existential point of view". I could slap myself for not knowing this.

Anywho enough ranting! So I went to the Promenade Mall to look for a second job that fits my schedule. Well 4 hrs wandering and asking i run into this girl that looks alot like the old Lauren/goth from the island before she became skinny and is alot like her. She had me take a survey about skittles or something and gave me $5 plus some candy. Well when i was walking out i said this must be a fun job. Then some manager lady heard me told me about the job had me fill out an application. So im calling this Saturday at 9 am to see if i start this weekend or the next one. So yay more hours of work plus more money for food because lately ive been lacking in having food.

Ugh I have a paper to write wich ill do tonight its on the play "Top dog/Under Dog".

But yeah thats it for now! have fun everyone hopefully ill get some socialization tonight. >__

Current Mood: accomplished
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
10:30 pm
Wow long time...
Ok! So yah, its been awhile since my last update... You want a Soda? Well update on my life. I'am currently living with the McDowells again. I've been stuck with a fork in the road situation. Option 1: I could move back to my dads (Cody 15% chance of being included). Option 2: I could move out too Arizona with the McDowells (Cody not included). Option 3: Stay in Costa Mesa (Cody + Friends included). Option 1=college, Option 2=newstyle of life, Option 3=good jobs and lots of friends... The dilema Im very short on time. So PLEASE WRITE what you feel I should do, cause I cant decide.... :_: ....?

Anywho I LOVE & MISS all my friends...

Jorge = haughty
Gabrielle = cheesy = mexican lover!
Kristi = sexy
Marianne = sophisticated Mama!
Tommy = lesbian!
Angel = sex goddess who got drunk!
Super Monkey Ball = My lover!... and so on, and so on.

ANYWHO im giving all of you hugs in my mind, and a little more ^_^ hahahaha! none shall know if what I say is dirty!

Current Mood: blah
Monday, July 25th, 2005
9:08 am
WTF! me quit job...
Ok so I wake up this morning thinking im off from work. The day before that my arm hurt bad cause I pulled some muscles and ask if im suppost to report it. Well I call today to ask Leo(head mang.) if im suppost fill forms out for it. heres the basically the conversation...

Leo- hello...blahblahblah basic employee intro.

Dan- this is daniel. Hey I pulled my arm the other day and it hurts really bad am I supposed to fill out a report.

Leo- why arent you at work!

Dan- Ugh! I could have swore I was marked off today.

Leo- let me ask you do you want to quit?

Dan- No. But I pulled my arm the other day.

Leo- OK so what do you want me to do about it?

Dan- I think im suppost to fill out a report.

Leo- what happened?

Dan- Sharonn had me pick up a keg the other day and I didnt realise how heavy it was and my arm got pulled...

Leo- ..... (Sharonn & Leo have a "thing" together) (sharonn= mang below Leo)

Leo- ok so what do you want?

Dan- well my question to be answered. (just realised Shanon or Leo could be fired/court case)

Leo- Yes youre suppost to...

Dan- Well I mainly dont want to do carts because of it. I was just wandering if the report was mandatory. (In Ralphs contracts for Courtesy Clerks it is mandatory for us to report ANY injuries no matter how small so it may be reported/forms.) (I knew this before hand I wanted to see if Leo was as much of a creep as expected)

Leo- Shopuld it have hurt that day If it was pulled! Come in and fill the reports out then. Are you coming in today? Do you want to work here?

Dan- It did hurt that day but It gets worse as I work with it may I be excused from carts if I come in. Will anyone be affected by the reports. YES! I do.

Leo- Well we work together as a team here putting all are effort into it and youre lacking in that department! Youre on probation. (its a grocery store) Do you want to work here or not?!

Dan- What! what the heck is probation! Well if youre going to make it seem that bad Im not even sure I want to come in today. Now that i feel all bad.

Leo- Youre on probation for slacking! Well do you want to work here?

Dan- yes! but youre missing out on everything. (Like COMMUNICATION=team work)

Leo- Do you want to work here?

Dan- Well...

Leo- Either quit or come into work?

Dan- Well I dont know, if im as bad and as horrible as you say then maybe I shouldnt.

Leo- Ugh! Im not saying youre bad or horrible im saying either come into today or quit.

Dan- what will the reports say of my quiting if I were to do so?

Leo- That you were on probation and you quit.

Dan- Hmm... I dont know.

Leo-Well quit or something stop wasting my time!

Dan- well I guess I quit cause it sounds that bad about me... Well have a...

Leo- cuts in- Ok have a nice day and I see you later... (dial tone)

Current Mood: awake
Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
10:17 pm
I made a song Humans!
sing> Swimming right through youre anger.
Our hopeless natures bing us right down.
Drowning in the sea of clowns. screams> LOOK AT THEM NOW!
While we drown answer me without question. screams> Questions of youre hearts desires!
Racing hearts, daggered shaped love.
While the moonlight sines on youre crystal eyes. screams> Eyes o the lost!
Eyes sharp as the blades of knives. screams> Cut me open my love!
You question my tears?
So forth I shall question youre fears.

screams> Screaming rain mufles are crys in th night.
Cath me now before I swand dive.
Making sure the cement meets my crown.

sings> Alone in the darkness of my shadows that I cast upon the ground.
I wait for youre lips to spark life into me.
Falling apart while acting out happiness I await youre touch.
screams> Ecstasy is youre touch!
sings> Show me love not youe lies.
screams> You wont hold me down!

sings> twinkling stars that I gaze upon kill me inside.
I hold a memory of you for every star that I shall see tonight.
Chains cant hold me, but you can tonight like the way it meant to be.
Youre presence is like a hearts first feel of affection. screams> Fall into me!
Are attraction is beyond all else.
Sing sing the songs of lovers while we hide away from the world.
Forsakened love these eyes of judgement see. screams> Forget the world!
We were meant to be dont walk away from me now.

screams> Running through the night!
Our hearts take flight!
Crying through the cracks of peoples gazes!
To uphold an image!
The emotionless world man built!

sings> Now we end our pain tonight.
Ill take ecstasy's dance of suicide and forget life.
Youll get lost in youre mind through chemical imbalances.
Count down the seconds to the end of the night.
7 The trees of a moon filled night
6 Boundries we held
5 Puntures in the desolate glow
4 Were running thin
3 Friends of imagination
2 Were is the hope in the night...

Current Mood: cold
Monday, June 20th, 2005
11:39 pm
OmG! ok for those who watch Will & Grace...
I figured out who Im alike too... Guess? Grace her and I are the same with how we deal with emotion and the little hand gestures we make. So if you think we match for those who know me post!

Current Mood: artistic
Friday, May 6th, 2005
5:04 pm
Res redit ad restim. = Fleseno gnah llew sa thgim eno.
So yah! umm... im coming to the island this sunday at nightime and yah! leaving during the day its a crappy trip I know...I know... I evol seinop dna eryeht lwek hcihw si ralucatceps. Tub syawyna Mot Ev'i tog ruoy yenom nehw i teg kcab os tnod tih em pu thgir yawa. So ok Ill try to post more cause yah!

Current Mood: anxious
Sunday, May 1st, 2005
8:10 pm
Yah! the times I had in Sandiego...
So yah...I went to the Sandiego zoo today, and it was great. I went cause my sister had to do a project and going to the zoo gave her extra credit. She had to go and see all the monkeys, apes, and all other creatures that are in that subject, and report theyre behavior and etc. So it was special and fun!
We did the bus ride around the park, and took a sky lift twice, lots of kewl sights to see in both. Than we also saw a bunch of animals but mainly the ones you would constantly see on tv, like giraffes, lions, hippo's, elephants, and birds of all sorts. So yah! that was a kewl experience highly suggest going cause its fun. Plus we got a year round pass deal it was for every two people who live in a household together in southern california it would only cost $80 for the total. $80 for 2 passes all year round is the best freaking deal ever....So yah! bye bye for now...

Current Mood: content
Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
12:15 am
OMG ! I'm in love...
The manga F.A.K.E is so beautiful if anyone loves me buy me some theres only 7 books that are like $10 a pop. Ugghh the make me so emotional especially when the little boi kicks the 2 cops...It lick my favorite thing to do in a manga kicking=love.
Saturday, April 16th, 2005
12:17 am
Ok I took a quiz and supposively....
This would be my emo boi friend hahahaha yaahhh ! ! ! right for one I would end up choking him after a while..

Take the quiz: "Who is your emo boyfriend?"

your so cool! you love to sing and scream in your songs. you also write your songs with feeling and emotion..

So find youre emotional boi friend Today ! ! !

Current Mood: annoyed
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